I know time already changed . Today as I awaken , the first thing I do was miss you . I miss the way he said he miss me and he love me . Everyday I pray that this thing will end but I know , I hope Allah hear my pray for you . I know Allah will give me challenge that I can do , But I also know I'm not that perfect human . I can't always be like this , I want a normal life . I'm just an ordinary girl . I always think that I'm stupid cause I doing this , But You'll never know how I feel . It's easy to talk , to give me advise but you're not at my place . When You're at my place , you'll know everything . Blame myself and I'm just fade up with it :'( It's east for you , but hard for me . Seriously , You'' never know how i feel .