time changed .

Yes , I do admit everyone is hiding something for me . I mean everyone who into this problem and this game :\ Of course some of you'll not understand what i mean , but yes of course the one who is the leader of this game will understand this . Ignore this things , I realize that maybe you still having that feeling . But , for me ? I don't really know . The answer is in me . But , I CAN'T tell ya how's it feels . When I'm broken , You don't try to fix me . Thanks goodness I have some of my friends who understand me . Like "Gila" ,  he knows how i feel and try to fix me back . He give me like lots of advise for me and I just appreciate it so much . He is a friends that being there for me through thick and thin . Before this I have one , but I lost . I never put him out of my heart , thanks a lot for always being there for me before this . Time changed , and you changed , I changed . But , I don't really like when we changed :\ I'll be happy if you happy with someone else , I'm trying . I know I not that perfect , maybe you're not happy with me ya ?