It's been ages since the last time I feel so lonely and I feel so pain :'( Yesterday night it was rained heavily at my room.Mhhm, I feel like crying and yes I do -,-" Luckily have Kak Izyan. I was way like can't stop when Kak Izyan open sad songs and make my heart like skip a beat already.I didn't sleep yesterday. I feel like mhhm, k i have no mood to sleepy yesterday. I was like seriously I'm afraid when I woke up and I be blind :( I took like lots of ices and place it at my eyes.k, I supposed to go to see doctor today. I have an appointment but I don't know why I didn't go.