I'm here not to have your sympathize.I'm so not perfect, to be honest I'm tired being me. But, At least I be myself. I don't have to be someone else, so it's up to you if you hate it. You've no right to change me unless you change me to be a better person, I will.I wore my fake smile everywhere, I'm tired of wore that :\ I sometimes can be sad and happy. Normal things, If I'm in my sad mood the first things I do I will cry. Second I don't have mood until someone cheers me up.If I'm in happy mood I will laugh as loud i can and if i laugh I do not know how to stop it. Haha, then you will hear I'm laughing, laughing and laughing.And If I smile, I will smile until my ears :P I'm so lazy to type now a day. I'm used shortcut and even cut some stories that I don't think so I NEED to post. Cause I know someday somehow all that things will end with fight. Always have haters. Whatever it is, If I type here you won't know how I really really feel :) I feel it by myself. I'm just not that strong, May Allah give me strength to survive, haha yeah.